Thunder and lightning are crashing down.

I love my girlfriend more than anything else in the whole world. Jasmine you are my sun and stars, my world, my universe. Your beauty inspires me and knocks me off my feet. I love everything about you and promise to buy you lots of nice things. I love you more and more every day. You’re my best friend, girlfriend and soul mate. Please teach me how to be more like you. I couldn’t imagine a world without your gorgeous face my beautiful angel princess pie. 

Lot’s and lots of love from Joel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3<3<3<3<3<3

P.s. I also love willies. 

Just received an e-mail from UCAS track to tell me that I’d been unsuccessful to another university - York this time. I’m starting to think that it’s going to be impossible for me to be able to study midwifery. It’s a shame ‘cause I don’t see myself doing anything else in life. Everyone keeps telling to apply for nursing instead 

BUT I DON’T WANT TO BE A NURSE. A NURSE IS SOMETHING TOTALLY DIFFERENT!!!!!!!

Anyway, I still have my interview at Leeds next Friday and I’m still waiting to hear back from Edinburgh Napier so fingers crossed. Also, you never know but Manchester might have a massive change of heart and be like “THIS IS THE GIRL WE NEED!!!!!!!!!”

But anyway, even if I am unsuccessful in all of my 5 choices there’s always next year. I’m starting to think that I could always do caring or something for a year and try again when I have a little bit more experience.

DETERMINATION IS THE KEY! DON’T GIVE UP JASMINE!

The mill sucks ass these days like