Me and the father made up today
After how seething I was when we argued into the early hours of this morning
and after how I decided to piss off for the night and stay at my friends flat
He came up to me and sort of half apologised about his attitude
We talked it out about our differences
and I believe he understands me just a that little bit better now.
Coming to the conclusion, only just 17 years in my teenage life that my parents will never understand me. I don’t really care what you think about this this is just a vent.
For once in my life I wanted my parents to be proud of me for something
Doesn’t matter what it was, I just wanted them to be proud because its actually something I want to do for a change.
Its not something that the system wants, its something that human mind wants.
But no, they cannot understand why I want to do something that does not contribute to my future as governed by the state.
Urgh I can’t be bothered to explain myself to the world any more
I’m just soo pissed beyond belief man
AAARRRRGHHHHHHH FUCKS SAKE
I shall do
My parents never seem to be proud of anything I do unless its what they think is in there best interests.
I told them ‘Imagine being the only one with the photographs from the roof of a building, taking in the sunrise over newcastle’ (in relation to something I have in the works) And instead of being positive and shit they turn the fucker round and tell me about how I should be studying every freaking day for an aptitude test. I’m not interested in tests and shit, who wants to do tests for fun? I just fancied accomplishing something that I wanted to do for a change and not the usual ‘we’re your parents we know best’.
Give me a break for once and be proud of me for wanting to do something constructive and creative, something I feel I have a passion for.
All that graffiti you see around labelled ‘FIGS CREW’
Its actually stands for ‘Fuck It Get Stoned’ hor hor hor
Well I only found that out the other day
Could be preaching to the choir here but what ever
Went round to a derelict building named ‘SWS House’ for some ‘Urban Exploration’
Took loooads of photos but alot of them were shite so I wrote up a report of my visit and chucked a few pics in. Hopefully the forum will like it, but for you tumblr guys heres a link to the thread. Had a canny day actually, picked a good day for the weather aswell, nice and sunny.
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